Thread: Visit to the Pit - (Attn JTM)

He clinks the bottle with Pius’s.

“You hit it right on the head Pius. I’m kinda torn right now on what to do. Do I FIGHT another uphill losing battle or not OR do I leave the bullshit behind meand know when to WALK AWAY? Some of the vamps in this city give me such major headaches. I’m not even talking about the Malks on this one. Most of em are cool in my book. They at least take the time to invite me to their things, guess that’s more than most get……makes me feel special sorta. My damn code won’t let me go, I feel like I have to protect the ones I do care about in this city. Add your name to the code list. Somebody fucks with you and I’m around. I got your back, but you already knew that. You’d probably enjoy me beating the shit out of them too. It’s just how many backs do I have to watch before mine breaks. It’s fucking with me big time. I can’t seem to stay focused and the anger is building up inside of me. For some reason I can’t stop it this time either.”

He looks at Pius more confused now.

“Say what? How the hell do you know what I’m gonna do before I do? Did you see something in this whole mess that I didn’t? Come on you gotta tell me this one, Pius. Second opinions…..oh wait, I did ask Barbie about this and she didn’t have any clue either…make that a third opinion k.”

He looks at Pius.

“You wanna know the real reason I stepped down as primy. Here it is. I stepped down as primy cause of shit I did that was pissing people off and would possibly throw the CREW in a bad light. I hurt somebody in power I really cared for as a friend, and almost ended up losing it all. I thought stepping down was the answer, but people in this city with their thirst for power and yanking strings on me for personal gain….might be a better answer. I now honestly believe that this was planned from the get-go. They just don’t realize I FIXED everything I fucked up, and with Logan’s lack of leadership skills…..I want it back for some odd reason. Maybe it's because the fucker disrespected me in my own house, who the fuck knows. The CREW’s gonna go way downhill with Logan in charge of it…count on it. A goddamn sinking ship I really want off of. I had everything so lined up for someone to take it over if I kicked the ashy bucket you know. Now I feel like they dumped my ashes on the floor and laughing as they grinded their feet into them, spitting and shitting all over me. My reply to that…..Fuck that noise!!! Nobody walks on me like the way they did. Fucking politics and proper etiquette bullshit screwed me over yet again. They counted on that. See what I mean? Wouldn’t you be so pissed and want to do something about it if they did that to you, Pius? The CREW has no balls or backbone cause if you follow the leader and their example right now. Walker and the city would so love to label em all cowards. I really don’t need to see that either. “

He chuckles a bit.

“Laz, oh Mr Dipshit..scratch that Mr. Ashy Dipshit now. That fucking prick. He comes to me with this stupid plan that was so full of holes to bump off Kalie cause his (sarcastically) wittle feelings were hurt. Boo hoo. I figured he’d want me there as his muscle, but when I heard he hadn’t thought it all through. I told him PASS and I wasn’t interested. I thought if I did that to him, he wouldn’t go through with it. But I guess stupid is as stupid does. Heard someone narced him out too.. I got my suspicions on who did that too. Way to go Mr Dipshit “

He chuckles some more.

“We wouldn’t even be having this convo, Pius, if I thought it was YOU either. I thought I was in the clear with Kalie anyways. She confronted me about it. Told her the same thing I told you. Guess her and Logan both did that lie detector thing on me They said I was cool and that they would handle it. Talk about a crock of shit. Next thing I know, the sheriff wants to talk to me, and that motherfucking Logan LIED to him too. Trying to get me in trouble again. Fuck LOGAN, that little baby primy prick.. So Jack knows the truth now and hopefully this mess is over and done with. It had better be or someone’s gonna pay for it big time.”

He chuckles at Pius.

“You mean to tell me you’ve never watched that show. It’s one of the Barbie family’s favorites. I think the Mini’s got crushes on Elmo and Super Grover too. Don’t know why though. He lets see if it’s on and I’ll show ya.”

He grabs the remote looking for Sesame Street and finds it showing him Bert and Ernie.

“Now do you see what I mean about Kalie and Logan being Bert and Ernie.I’d rather watch this than listen to either one of them.”

He chuckles even more.

Pius nods and smiles, "I don't know what is coming to happen. I just can see the questions that you are going to have to ask yourself. I can't show you what to do, but I can help you see the chioces that are out there for you."

takes a puff of his cigar

"When you stepped down from Primogen, was it because that your family wanted you too or was mad at what you were doing? If not what difference does it make. You are there to what over your clan and do what is right for them. Who cares what the other families thing and say. We all need to watch over our families and if we are doing that then everything should be right. If the primogen are taking accounting for their members, then these breeches should not be happening. It is time that the speakers of the clans, be lead accountable for the members actions. Once that starts then there will be changes in the air that is for sure."

When JTM is talking about Laz.

"So he came to you about this plot to kill Charlie? Did he tell you who else is involved? It appears that Ash and the others know already. Logan lied to the sheriff about what? What did he say to him? I am not sure but I thought that you have more standing in the society then Logan, why would the sheriff take his word on a matter of a kindred that has more standing?"

(sorry was at a wedding all weekend and playing severe catch up)

“I got no clue on that primy step down thing, Pius. They had no clue about my fuck ups till I told em about it. They wanted me to do that “step down” thing after I did. I saw what I had done was WRONG, so me stepping down was to “save their asses” again and make it all RIGHT in the process. No harm. No foul so to say.”

He thinks a little bit more.

“It just pisses me off so damn much that Logan said he would follow up and the mother fucker LIED to me again. I do know when I was in charge, the CREW kept their noses squeaky clean. (chuckling) but with this new batch…he’s got his hands full big time. What gets me the most…is the fact he aint doing shit about that either. Rank and proper appearances on the sheriff thing I guess…just a bunch of smoke and mirrors if you ask me.”

He clutches the beer tighter.

“Don’t even get me started with Kalie (not Charlie), Pius, and the way she fucking controls him like a brainless idiotic puppet. They are both on my shit list now. Well he aint making me babysit all the new CREW. Fuck that noise and fuck him if he tries to. I’ll fucking bitch slap Kalie hard if she gets in my face again or starts with the pulling rank status bullshit. I’ll bend my ass over exposing my cheeks to her. Pucker up Kalie, you bitch!!! That’s what I think of her, Pius. She’s never around when the CREW needs em. Her and that damn secret shit.”

He tries to loosen his grip on the bottle but so far he holds it tightly.

“Great now you got me going on with Ms. Dipshit Kalie and Wonder Baby Logan, that you just had to mention Mr DEAD Dipshit too. No, Laz asked me about doing this "kill Kalie" plan and I told him PASS to deflate his plan and hopefully he’d stop with it. Both (clenching the bottle to not slam their names again) Kalie and Logan asked me about it confrontational too. Grilled me with the Q&A and thrid degree bullshit till they were satisfied I was telling the truth, some shit like that. They tell me they’d handle it. So I believed em. I fucking knew better too. Next thing I know Jack wants to talk to me….so I gave him this same 411 I’m telling you. Apparently both Kalie and Logan left that part out about the Q&A lie detector thing to Jack. I was so pissed at that primy prick when I heard that shit.”

He starts cracking the bottle a bit with his hand.

“I was higher in rank than Logan BEFORE I stepped down, but AFTER this change, we are EVEN now in rank I think. Thanks to his (cough cough bullshit) REVERED primy standing now. He hasn’t fucking earned that yet in my opinion. Besides I’m drawing more people my way than he ever could, and I know I earned that…all on my own. His lack of action and primy job neglect and shit maybe shifted people my way too. When it comes to me, he can’t even touch my rep and standing in this city with a ten foot pole. He pales in fucking comparison. You know that to be true Pius. So what else you got to say about all that now? I’m waiting.”

He notices the bottle about to break and sets it down on the coffee table trying to work out his anger the best he can. His fists working to calm down, but it isn’t as easy this time.

Pius watches the TV.

"How can you watch this? This makes no sense and is silly."

Looks back to JTM

"Well, I am not sure if there is a way to solve this matter without an issue caused. If one is in charge there should be no reason to lie, unless there is a feeling that oen does not have the means and abilities to lead."

sitting back and takes a puff of his cigar.

"In the end my friend, the next steps are up to you."

turns back to the TV and shakes his head.

"I am not sure of what is ahead of us. but I am sure it will be filled with problems."