Thread: wicked mans blues ( Attn Dee only )

A presence in Kendov's mind made itself known and the ring on his hand felt warm with energy. The voice came to him as feral but female none the less.

"Is it not the nature of man and beast to wonder at the reasons of their creator, My Son? So much we both do not know yet so much you have learned and found a way to over come... including the distance between us now. Come, rest in the arms of Mother Earth with me, feel me in your blood and around your body and let us speak as one. Join me, rest, know peace."

kendovs eyes widened as the femenine voice resounded through his mind. he dropped low to the ground looking around for the speaker even though he well knew there was no one around.

who is this . he thought even though the answer was easy but the implications made his stomach turn and he felt queezy.

she left out of nowhere, ive never seen her since. how do i know this is her. dread began to creep into his thoughts. with everything that had happened in the city having voices in his head was probably the worst thing possible right now.
his instincts told him to move from the area and he did just that. hopping over the fencing kendov moved across the field letting his thoughts be heard by the femanine voice " if this is really who i think it is what was my wifes name you should know at least that if you are her. "

finding a suitable place away from the street kendov sunk into the ground as if it was nothing but water wary and ready to fight if need be

In his mind he could feel there there still even as the nothingness of the earth enfolded him. He could see his wife's face then, the full face of the moon shining on her as she ran from the river to their hut laughing. He could see himself chasing her, happier... alive. The scene seemed to be watched by someone from a nearby thicket.

"You were different then. Can you accept that time has perhaps changed us both?" There is a long pause and the cold blackness of the earth's vastness helps the pain and uncertainty seem smaller somehow, as if he can be sure of the rock and earth around him even if all else is madness.

"Tell me your troubles Childe and I shall give you what succor I am able... and where I can not provide, let the wisdom of my age steer you to that which can."

there is so much. my imprisonment has left me desperately trying to keep my head above water. but i dont even know your name. what is it ? he waitied for an answer continuing even if she didnt answer

my life before my long sleep i have reconciled i have taken another to be by my side. i care for her deeply but she has been swayed by the blood of another who is now dead. none in this city seem to understand trust and the bond of honor and friendship. i fear my ways are too old for this lifetime a style too different. i sometimes wish to still be staked to not have to worry about anything and lie still and quiet. away from the lies and games

"I was once known as Gargi though I have had many names since the time of my days in the sun. I have been the beast in shadows, a sage, a lover, a warrior... and I have been nothing but memories. You have passed the most important test any son of Ennoia can pass; you have survived and now, I shall teach you to thrive if only from afar."

She listens as you speak about your recent events and there is a sense of understanding that comes across your bond with her, both in mind and in blood as though she is there to give you comfort, as if she's always been a part of you.

"Love, like life, is precious because it is fleeting. Honor and True Loyalty precious because they are rare... even more among the sons and daughters of Caine. Would you spite your life because it was not always what you wanted it to be? Of course not, or you would not have survived so long and endured the losses of your past. The true question now, my son, is not to what extent are you willing to endure these anguishes but, do you possess the fortitude to continue on to do what must be done?"

"Dark times are upon us again and like the tide that rises and falls, once more we have risen to a time which could bring about our demise. A thousand times we have cried in fear of nights such as these and those to come... and if you, and others like you, are strong enough... we shall cry in fear a thousand more. Can you see the strength within you that I saw when I let you have and keep my blood, My Son?"

i have always done what had to be done even in my mortal life. you saw my rise to leader of my village ive grown with nothing but trials. i do not fear death in duty to protect those i cherish but this sect is full of liars willing to hang anyone trying to do what needs to be done no matter of social standing. i do not understand why it has become this way i only woke recently to find our kind mincing words and using them to destroy. its not as simple as it was in my time. they would rather play with words than work together to save us all.

i have always survived mother. and i will through this as well i just wonder if they are worth being saved

"Only you can answer that for yourself but, I do not think things have changed as much as you wish they had. Men and Cainites have always been this way my son. Perhaps simpler in some ways... but selfishness, murder, and deceit are not new things, especially among our kind."

"What, if anything, do you seek to bring you some peace of mind about your companions? What could they do, tomorrow night - if anything, that would help you find peace?"

he smirked she did know him. " nothing , we are all tested until found worthy. i have just been lazy in my testing and led myself astray, i lay dormant too long and let my mind be clouded with the new worlds cry for humanity. i need to realign myself to the old way, my way.

kendov paused resolved in his path. even now something ate and he had to ask her. "did you ever try to find me when i was held as a tremere test subject?