Thread: seeking undrestanding (boone,pius )

she crosses herself and takes a seat in front of the cross and prays silently with only her lips moving and not uttering a sound she thinks of all she has seen since arriving to lamar and how the threat of death and distruction has lately more of the norm.

Boone enters the church and notices Maharet praying quietly. He does not interrupt.

Mahaert finishes her prayer and crosses again and sits quitly then looks around and notices Boone had entered the chaderal and waites for him to join her in the bench .

Boone walks up to where Maha is and quietly speaks. "Something is troubling you tonight. You always come here for guidance. What can my associates do to aide?"

yes there`s alot on my mind tonight boone and i donot know what to make of it .

"Then, I suppose, it would be best to begin at the beginning."

yes that is all ways a good place to start , the disturbing events of the past few months have me doubting my exstance and that of the city`s exstance even more and my rest has not been peaceful as in the past .and i `m afraid that my dreams are going to come to be the way things end for me beforei can even get a handle on my unlife and that worries me .

"Do not doubt existence, for you and the city both exist. Whether they will continue to exist is up to the will of the Universe. We will be here as long as it is our purpose to be. You are one of the 'fortunate' if you are able to get a glimpse of these plans to come. You are in a position to affect these plans if you act correctly upon them."

yes that is was it is and yet it ` one of the very things that frighten me why

i was choisen for this task and how do i do the right thing at the right time

and am i doing the right thing to start with , and my jugement in the past

has not been as good as it should have been ,but maybe that to was the will of as you say universe .

I just do`nt know i am so frightened by the events at that foul party that i still feel it`s icey hand on me .

and i feel i owe you some thing for the risk you yourself took in gaining my releese for what ever that thing was that had it`s hand on me .